So i woke up today with bad thoughts.
I cant help it, all i think about these days is food.
It sorta calms me down in a way.
Today im going to the hospital.
I have mixed feelings about it.
I no loner really make myself throw up bc im so sick of doing it,
but I stil eat everything, im sure ive gained a couple more pounds.
Its not even that im hungry or anything like that, but simply feel as if someone else is in my body.. I cant even explain it.. Its weird.
I just hope that this week gets me better.
ill be filling you guys in with everything.
take care guys!
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