A girls strugle.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

ugg.. i feel my arm fat getting bigger, man oh man, i need to stop this cycle. :p

Posted by Chloe at 1:20 PM

Chloe: Hey guys, im Chloe. :) Im from Miami but moved to Israel last year because my dad was not aloud back into the US. I was then put into a boarding school and became obsessed with my weight. My fight with food is part body image but mostly control and feeling lost within myself. I slowly stopped eating until I was eating an apple a day. I became so scared of food that I limited it to only green apples and whole wheat bread. with in two months I had lost about 30 pounds and couldn't be happier. At first i was in denial and did not think it was a big deal until I landed in a hospital and they were telling me I was going to die (because my heart was beating to slow) if I didnt start eating. I slowly started eating again but till this day I still have my battle with food. I then went back home to Miami for the summer and now i am back in Israel because my dad is sick with cancer. I am now suffering with bulimia. I can not help but eat my feelings then throw up. It gives me this release and control i love. I am little by little day by day getting better and learning who I am. I would love to hear from you guys. chloe. <3

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